Thursday, January 1, 2015

Perseverance

One of the heads of a running group I am part of made a comment that being a runner isn’t determined by your speed.  He came up with a list of 52 words that define a runner. Over the next year I plan on taking one word a week and taking a closer look.  I figured it would be interesting to sort of follow suit but to see how these words apply to my life and running. 


perseverance
[pur-suh-veer-uh ns]

noun
1. steady persistence in a course of action, a purpose, a state, etc., especially in spite of difficulties, obstacles, or discouragement.
2.  Theology. continuance in a state of grace to the end, leading to eternal salvation.


When it comes to my running, perseverance would definitely at the top of the list.  When I was younger there was nothing more relaxing for me than running.  But the idea of running anything more than ¼ of a mile was just plain straight out stupid!  Then I joined the Army and for some strange reason they thought running two miles was a good idea, I still wasn’t a fan of running distances.  When I got out of the military I was told I would never walk normally again due to an injury I had sustained while serving in Iraq.  For a few years I believed it, I let the weight pack on and I was miserable.  One morning I woke up and decided enough was enough.  I signed up for my first sprint distance triathlon and 5k.  I got hooked, I started signing up for half marathons and even marathons.  Well, my first marathon, wasn’t.  My body reminded me that I am still injured, I still have problems that will never heal and my body WILL make me listen.  I managed to complete five marathons within a 365 day period.  A few years later my body went completely nuts, I couldn’t figure out what was going on.  After being poked and prodded and x-rayed and MRI’d and so forth only to find out I had been blessed with an autoimmune disorder (lupus), I later found out that autoimmune disorders to not travel alone, I have since been diagnosed with fibro and RA (in addition to the injury that forced me out of the military).  I can have an absolutely incredible run and then not be able to walk for a month.  Within the past couple years I was confined to a wheelchair for over a month and it was the medals on my walls that helped keep looking forward. 
My current “running” pace is a good three to five minutes slower than it was and my mileage is less than a quarter of what it was, but that is ok because I know I will get there again.  Until I get to that point I will enjoy what I can do and know what I am capable of. 



Put your heart, mind, and soul into even your smallest acts. This is the secret of success.
–Swami Sivananda

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