Who am I?

With everything going on lately, I have seemed to have misplaced my identity.  I made it to the pool for a short swim yesterday and almost ended up in tears.  I partially contribute this to the fact I really do not like this time of year, long story, and I ALWAYS ended up on an emotional roller coaster ride.  

While I was at the gym I started chewing on my planned race year next year and I am already making changes to it.  I want to keep running as a major part of my life, but I think I might take next year off in a little different direction.  I am registered for a half in February, March and May and a full in May (the weekend before the half).  I want to explore different fitness styles, I LOVE Zumba and kickboxing, I am sure there are other things I would truly enjoy.  I would like to make yet another attempt at Harvest Moon, but this year I will not register for it until I know without a shadow of a doubt I will make it!  I want to get in more hiking (the 14ers are calling my name!).  I want to spend time to find me again.  I know I am in here somewhere, but I am just not sure at this moment. 

Do not let what you can not do; interfere with what you can do.

–John Wooden